messege from home.

I don't really know how late it is at your location right now, but I just got up one and a half hours ago. I am at work just had my first coffee.
I got your sms yesterday and I feel like I have to tell whats going on at home.
The big hole in front of my house gets bigger and bigger everyday - I will post some pictures of it soon. It is nearly impossible to find a place to park my car, because there is building equipment everywhere in my garden and on the street around the house.
You left austria on thoursday, right? So you missed two of the hottest days I can remember. I was nearly melting - you know I like constant 20°C, so 30°C and more the whole day long where too much for me.
My homepage is online again. Just sign up and tell me and the other user in the forum what life is like on the other side of the planet. Feel free to create a new topic for this.
I will reactivate my skype today, because calling each other the normal way could get a bit expensive.

So if you feel like missing home, just look in my blog to see whats going on at home or visit my homepage!

Seas, dude! Und viel spaß auf der anderen Seite der Welt.

heat wave PART 2

I think I've got my own sauna! The office I work in feels like this. Even in the morninghours at 8:00AM or 9:00AM it feels allready hot in there. Now it's half-past 2PM and I really feel like melting away. It is a south-east sided office with windows on each side. It's impossible to keep it cool.



Today the newspaper told me:
"Again temperatures up to more than 30°C"

...and tomorrow it might be even hotter.


I drank allready four bottles of water today, just keep myself from drying. Working like this is really hard, but I think I won't complain if I had holydays now. So let's work on and don't think about the weather.

heat wave

Today the news paper told me something that totally destroyed my hope for the weather to get cold again.

'Record summer like in 2003!' - 'Today's temperatures up to 37°C!'

When I left the house this morning at 7:35AM it was warm like on an nice sommer day at 12:00AM. 20°C.

My body doesn't seem to be able to cope with that very good. I feel like melting away since I stood up! That's a lot to hot for me. I hate it! A little bit of rain would be a very big help for me.

it's all about a dream.

I am not the one that believes that this world is fair or generous, but today this world showed me once again that having a dream and doing everything to make this dream come true is the way that leads to success.

I want to thank everyone who made it possible for me to lead such a life. My my loved sweety for accepting me like I am, my parents for everything they did in the last 19 years, my sisters for forming my character and my friends for beeing what they are.

I am, who I am - as someone called god said once upon a time - because I had the chance.

My live is perfect as it can be. I hope it stays like this.

jackpot

WOW. Yes thats the only thing that came to my mind as I heard what they're planing to do with me. Some time ago, I told a very good friend of mine, that my life is perfect and couldn't get much better. The last hour teached me that this wasn't try. I feel like I've won a million euros! Or even more!
I can't write more I am to excited right now!

mono, stereo, dolby? what am I talking about?

First of all... ...mono. .NET for everyone. I liked programming C#, but since I am using Ubuntu Linux it got a little hard to do, but sudo apt-get install mono monodevelop solved my problem.
MonoDevelop is a very comfortable tool for developing .NET applications using Linux. I think it will take some time for me to get used to it, but it is defenitly possible.

using System;
class HelloWorld {
   static void Main() {
      Console.WriteLine("Hello World");
   }
}

the source of creativity

Of course this image was not made by me, but it makes me thinking about how creative I can be at the moment. I have to design something new. After beeing offline for so long and so many things that have changed I think i have to create something new. Something that represents my current way of being and the one which it was some month ago.
In fact this sounds easier than it is. My mind is no endless source of great ideas. I think it is just a huge sphere of chaos, but I try to form something cool again. Maybe I will succed maybe not. We'll see.

tranquillity

My whole life long I was searching for a way to find perfect silence and a possibility to make my self able to see everything clear and logic.
This seeking only gave me one answer: Chaos is the most perfect form of order.
Now I think I maybe got a step closer to my goal of setting my mind free.
I will see if it works. I have nothign to loose, so give it a try.

the thousandth attempt

I hope I will forget this week soon, because in fact it's the worste week I had this year so far. There wasn't something really shocking terrible but the whole situation makes me sick. I don't feel very good since monday. - headache, cold, tired, all the time.
The next frustrating thing is that work is really boring this week. Nothing cool to do just frustrating little things, that don't work at all. I hate it. Standing up in the morning feels like getting shot a thousand times. It's not my time this week. I hope at friday afternoon everything gets better for me.
I really hope so.