difficult to write what I am thinking

My first Moo MiniCards
Originally uploaded by salendron

some days ago I wrote something like this-> "...about the same thing, but one of these two things isn't interessting at all, because my little world isn't affected by it and I don't care about it."

These lines are the reason why something happend, that I was trying to avoid as much as I can.

I did not wanted to say, that I don't care about the people, which are meant with this. I just wanted to say that I am not interesseted in this situation, because I should not affect this.

I have made a lot of failures in the last years and I want to avoid them to happen again, so I decided to keep my self out of this.
I feel very sorry for saying this like I did in these lines. That was another failure.

I think I had to say this in another way.
Don't think I am not interesseted in you. I just don't want to destroy something again. I am affraid of doing this again so I decided to do nothing and just write a little line about this where I say that I am not interessted in this, so everybody knows that I won't affect this.

I hope now everybody knows that I don't wanted to hurt someone. In fact I wanted to do exactly the opposite.