The Countdown-Diary [ T - 6 Days, 21 Hours, 22 Minutes, 21 Seconds ]

I have to say that I am not as nervous as I thought that I would be.

I took a few new portrait shots some days ago. I love them.

I am looking for a coffee mashine. (a cool one)

..yay, that's what I think about. Photos, coffee, but I don't think about the LAP. .........ok, maybe sometimes.

What makes me nervous is what we will be after the 9th of May.
I hope everything will work like I want it to.

coffee..... ...sry... ...I think I should learn more. A lot more.
I will....

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The Countdown-Diary [ T - 12 Days, 23 Hours, 16 Minutes, 31 Seconds ]

so you think I am some kind of mean?
I don't think so.

So you think it is easy for me?
I wish it would be like this.

I know that the chance for me to pass this exam is pretty high, but it is not my goal just to pass it. Everyone thinks it is no problem for me.

Everyone thinks I will have a superior result on may the 7th. Everyone thinks it is so easy for me.

This is a lot of pressure, because even myself wants me to make it perfect.
I am thinking about nothing else. My whole life is controlled by this pressure to perform. I know that most of the others just want to pass, but I wouldn't be me, if "just pass" would be a possible option.

If somebody told me 4 years ago, that I will feel like this today I probably just told him, that I don't like bad jokes.

I think I grew up... ...a bit... ...,but it is not much easier.

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The Countdown-Diary [ T - 19 Days, 9 Hours, 3 Minutes, 29 Seconds ]

two days holiday. using nights to learn.

It is wired to be and act as a human beeing.



I took this picture just minutes ago. (300m Lenses ROCK!!!)

Today (or let's say tonight) I was studying ER-Modelling and some facts for the exam with my girlfriend.

Getting tired of this.

Both of us are trying to get Jobs after the 9th of May. We both have something, but we have to care to make it work.

At the moment nothing feels comfortable just questions and things we are not sure about.

a bit more than 19 days...

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The Countdown-Diary [ T - 20 Days, 21 Hours, 26 Minutes, 42 Seconds ]

ok I think I need another countdown. On May the 25th I will celebrate Towel Day and who ever wants to join me celebrating just give me call or mail me.

...and be sure to have a towel with you....

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The Countdown-Diary [ T - 21 Days, 10 Hours, 8 Minutes, 39 Seconds ]

Evolution of GTA....
GTA... I played every game from GTA 1,2,3,Vice City and San Andreas and now there are just a few days left until GTa IV will be release.

This video shows the evolution of GTA from part to GTA IV.

Damn I should learn, but.... GTA.... hm....

no good situation...


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The Countdown-Diary [ T - 21 Days, 14 Hours, 11 Minutes, 36 Seconds ]

it is all about style...

Today my new shirts from thinkgeek.com arrived!

On this picture you can see me with my new "I love 8-BIT" shirt. *hehe* - i love it.

Why do I need more geek shirts?!
Easy... In a bit more than 21 days I have to write this big exam and I need something to wear! so...

I have ordered several t-shirts and a new coffee cup as well as a 42 utility towel!

you can see it all here -> SLIDESHOW

yes it is all about style...

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The Countdown-Diary [ T - 22 Days, 10 Hours, 21 Minutes, 42 Seconds ]

Bad ideas.... ....like these!

Why would you build a little house in your garden without chopping the trees away that stand there where you want to build your little house?

I have no idea! ...but as you can see someone really did it. These trees are growing through this house!
I wouldn't believe it, but I saw it and i took this picture from a rooftop next to this garden! this is so wired!

ok now back to real problem.... WHERE THE HELL CAN I GET A COOL LOCATION FOR INDOOR PHOTOSHOOTINGS?

*gg* - ok just a bit more than 22 days until this final exam and YES i am freakin' nervous!!

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The Countdown-Diary [ T - 25 Days, 20 Hours, 33 Minutes, 45 Seconds ]

have to think to something else...

new Tamron Lens produced a software error with my canon 400D. Got a Sigma AF 70-300mm DG MAcro instead. Works perfect.

...took some pics yesterday. -> Take a look at them

Working on a Joomla documentation.
Working for the exam.
No fun at all.

Looking forward to the weekend. Portrait shooting on Friday. Really cool.

will see....

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The Countdown-Diary [ T - 27 Days,17 Hours, 0 Minutes, 13 Seconds ]

The fear in their eyes... ...and maybe in mine... ...but I don't see my own *gg*

T - 33 - 32 - 31 - 30.....

The Countdown-Diary [ T - 29 Days, 9 Hours, 49 Minutes, 58 Seconds ]

Right now I am not really afraid.

I will write a little bit about my mental situation and about the minds and fears of these other 5 guys that will have their final exam in less than 30 days.

This is where this countdown ends on the 6. of May at 8:00AM. The date of the final exam. I am an apprentice of informatics for more than 3 years now and in less than 30 years it is over.

Wired feeling.

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