
I gave up my normal life - the life I used to live - on July the 7th 2008.
Life in green was hard - for the first 5 days. Then it got better and since Yesterday it is nearly perfect.
I really have to say that all the stories I heard scared me a bit, but now I know it is not that bad, but different to everything I knew so far.

Again I recognized that not everybody is as lucky as I am, but I also know that the only thing I could do is to listen. I am not helpful at all I think - in this case.
Allthough I think I look strange in white, but I think I look great in green.... *gg*
But then...
...the next weekend came.

At this point I though everything is cool and under control and that I know about everything.
Wrong.

I hope I will do a good job - as far as you can call this as a job. *gg*
it's been a long time and suddenly.... ....BOOM.
