it's been a long time...

...felt so short.

I gave up my normal life - the life I used to live - on July the 7th 2008.
Life in green was hard - for the first 5 days. Then it got better and since Yesterday it is nearly perfect.
I really have to say that all the stories I heard scared me a bit, but now I know it is not that bad, but different to everything I knew so far.

I needed something different so WHITE was a good choice. Until this night I thought that this kind of party is nothing for me, but now I know everything can be great if you are with the right people.
Again I recognized that not everybody is as lucky as I am, but I also know that the only thing I could do is to listen. I am not helpful at all I think - in this case.

Allthough I think I look strange in white, but I think I look great in green.... *gg*

But then...
...the next weekend came.
I met old friend and had a great time drinking and talking about the good old times and this "thing about green".

At this point I though everything is cool and under control and that I know about everything.

Wrong.

Just a few minutes ago something changed. Something that I thought it would never change. ..., but great. I am very happy about it and I feel honored as well.

I hope I will do a good job - as far as you can call this as a job. *gg*

it's been a long time and suddenly.... ....BOOM.