6 month

Probably the best I ever had. Something tells me I am the luckiest guy on this planet. I see all your troubles, volks and I feel sorry for all of you. Some time ago I told a real good friend of mine that my life can't be much better than it was. In fact I got better with every day I know there is this little sweety thinking of me. Today we are together for exactly 6 month and 1 day.

In other words:
184 days
4.416 hours
264.960 minutes
15.897.600 seconds

Sounds a lot, but feels like it was just yesterday when I kissed her her the first time. A lot has changed in this 6 month. I saw how to friends of mine threw away there friendship, how two friends of mine got together, how my home changed to somthing else, how I lost my respect of some people, how some friendships got stronger, how myself got someone else.

There is nothing I complain about in the last 6 month. Really nothing. I just have got a another view to such a lot of things. If you feel very good yourself and if youraren't completly arogant, than you beginn to see the sorrows of the others.
I've got a very strong believe in what I take as right or wrong and at the moment I see something going completly wrong. It's nothing about me, but about two good friends of mine.
Sophie - I think you understand that - I really feel sorry for you. I know I am jointly guilty for this, but this wasn't my intention. I thought he would act a lot different than he does now. His behavior is completly the other way arround to that what I expected.

I really just want o help you, but to be honest I've got know ideas anymore. This situation got out of control - and that's a really new experience to me. Maybe it would have been better, if I never but my hands on this, but maybe nothing would have happend if I wasn't doing this.

Sophie, there is something I have to tell you. Something about me. Something you might have expected. I can't tell you here, so I think we have to meet again.

So the last 6 month past away like short moment in my life. The best moment I ever had.