Tuesday, May 23, 2006

easy ACDC

I know you might don't expect me to be so easy to influence. No matter about my last post of today. I am feeling great. "Are you ready for a good time?" like ACDC asks us. Yes I am and yes that's what I am having right now. If I count the hours I've got to work this week - normally I do not do that - there are just 17,5 hours left. That's really not much. Thursday is holiday, so I just have to stand up early two times this week. To be able to say that on a tuesday is really a reason to be in a good mood.
But this isn't the real reason - In fact I don't know it.
I just feel good, without knowing why. A strange situation. Nevertheless I am enjoying it and I want to thank ACDC for this.

Beeing so happy, always makes me think about what I can do better and the first thing that comes to my mind is that I feel a bit guilty. Strange again...

I think I should tell her more. She has the right to know what I am doing. So I will. She probably has so many things she wants to know, but doesn't know how to ask for. I understand that. This situation is nothing new for me.
I have to find a way between telling her everything she wants to know and frighten her. I am in good spirits that this will work in any kind of way. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but it will. I can't risk to loose her trust. So she has to get a little deeper into this story.
She should decide how fast she wants to learn.

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